This is a selection from the private journal of a seeker of the New World. These reflections are interspersed with quotes from Sri Aurobindo & The Mother.
Yoga in 21st Century
THEME/S
Writing under the pseudonym Little Q, a 21st-century voice gives expression to an aspiration, recounts experiences on the path, reflects on the present state of the Integral Yoga community, and raises questions for our times.
Contact author at little.q.seeker@gmail.com
This is a selection from the private journal of Little Q.
This is a selection from the private journal of a seeker on the path to the New World.
Written for the most part in an aphoristic style, these personal reflections are occasionally interspersed with quotes from Sri Aurobindo, the Mother, Their disciple, and other luminaries. The seeker is also imbued with a haunting passion for History, the Destiny of nations and civilizations, Art and aesthetics, revolutionary action and heroism, all of which spill over into these pages as we navigate an apocalyptic century.
The aspirant's opinions, beliefs, and convictions evolve with time, shedding one layer after another, until in the journal's final phases they are transcended altogether — where the leap into the truly New and Unknown is felt as a vertiginous loss of all mental bearings, following a radical uprooting of everything once held as support.
These are the rough, unsure, unpolished stammerings of a species on its way to extinction, standing at the frontiers of a new way of Being— and it is precisely this rawness that lends them their historical worth and are preserved here as a testimony.
2020 – 2026
“A few men faithful and a deathless dream—
Rouse, rouse, to the sound the freedom of a race
And strike slave-souls to fire—awaken, Earth!”
~Terence MacSwiney, 1911.
Wednesday, January 8, 2020
The audacity of my quest scares me sometimes.The speed with which- one by one - EVERYTHING becomes inadequate...false...Even the Highest.
The victory never won
Even if it looks like all those martyrs of freedom died for the end of a regime, truth is : It was men dying for the end of MAN.True homage to the sacrifice of those men can only be a paid by ending the human reign.
For true freedom is ON THE OTHER SIDE.
Monday, January 13, 2020
I am impatient...I am unforgiving...Because I carry in me the weight of History.It. Has. Been. So. Long.And we are STILL here..
Friday, January 31, 2020
Stalin had once said to De Gaulle: " In the end there is only one victor, DEATH."
The devil can also speak the profoundest of Truths.
Saturday, February 1, 2020
It appears as if the Divine has to simulate horror because man does not find his usual life horrendous enough.
Sunday, February 16, 2020
“All these past lives, disgusting and unhappy; glorified and disastrous- they simply give you the desire and courage to make sure that such things may NEVER happen again.What can it mean to me....that I was XYZ; it's just another death with suffering”- S.
I did not think that one day I would reach this stage too- after all that ardour with which I used to seek my past lives-now- it has dropped off so effortlessly.
Monday, February 17, 2020
“I would not have done anything to save this world, but I will do everything to force another one to be born.I feel perfectly humanist, and at the same time, perfectly offended by humankind as it is.” - S.
It's a wonder how a being can embody such deep contempt and such profound love for humanity simultaneously.
Thursday, February 20, 2020
I need to live in a place where you are not forced to be a human being.Anywhere- doing anything - as long as you are not obliged to prance about as this pathetic abnormal creature called Man.
“Tomorrow's world, which we are trying to build in the silence of our flesh, is not worth the trouble if YESTERDAY we were not able to die for it.” - S.
Tuesday, March 3, 2020
“Sri Aurobindo is the greatest Materialist. He searched in matter for the law that could undo human misfortune.” - S.
Words from Hell
Monday, March 16, 2020
Inscription on walls of the Paris Gestapo Chamber."My God, I want, All that you want, Because you want it, As you want it, As much as you want it".
Thursday, March 19, 2020
“Lead astray are those who are not sincere enough to want ONE SINGLE THING: the new world.” - S.
The Bitter End....that never ends..
Sunday, March 29, 2020
“When I face the end, I'll face it fighting and when I can't move to fight then I'll just lie down and suffer it to the bitter end.”- Bobby Sands during his hunger strike.
Wednesday, April 1, 2020
The whole of human history is a story of man's undying love for liberty- and a display of supreme courage and heroic sacrifice in pursuit of it.There is something intrinsic man which just CANNOT accept servitude- and it is ready to throw itself in a perilous and hopeless struggle rather than live with it.
It is appalling to see us now consent to this total and universal slavery- this humiliation of oppression- the indignity of physical suffering- and not even feel the need to fight.Death is the supreme fascist- and man does not seem to have a problem with it yet.
Thursday, April 2, 2020
What is worse than the human civilisation coming to an end?Man prancing about as if it is not.
Agenda 1963
Sunday, April 5, 2020
Revolt is uselessAWAKE AND WILL.
Monday, April 6, 2020
Misery! Thy name is humanity.
It’s not that there are not enough revolutionary men.
It is just that most men are not revolutionary enough.
Saturday, April 11, 2020
Malraux, on his death bed, had invoked this line in his final hours:"Now, it is between the two of us".
I think the HUMAN BODY across the universe is having a similar conversation with Death.A lonely battle playing out amidst an absolutely clueless audience that refuses to admit its impotency- and agitates and froths and lashes in all directions to compensate for it.
Heraclitus
Sunday, April 12, 2020
“Gods are mortal, men immortal, one living the others' death and dying the others' life.
Life has the name of life, but in reality it is death.
Tis not too late to seek a newer world”
To imagine a pre-Socratic Greek philosopher say such things!
Sri Aurobindo, Bande Mataram
Sunday, April 26, 2020
“Revolutionary times demand men who know their own mind and are determined to make it the mind of the nation.”
Thursday, May 7, 2020 (The troubled Covid times)
I think I heard a great Russian revolutionary tell me-“The truth is, at the end of it all, you too don't really BELIEVE in the possibility of victory.”
A rude shock, but not far off the mark.
Only a tiny part of us really wants to engage in the battle being fought on earth- really struggle and strive for that victory.We have that perfect onlookers gaze- and nothing more. The one over-bearing thought is just- “Yes, I hope humanity is sufficiently pounded and the 'thing' gets done- but without us having to do much”.
What fine Revolution can be made with such slackened revolutionary will.!
Courage of desperation
Saturday, May 9, 2020
She said in Agenda 1969: "If we aren't capable, the everything has to be done all over again."
To imagine that mankind was incapable of understanding the massive STAKES of the issue.
That sense of desperate urgency that animated Satprem, finds its echo in this revolutionary quote from the 19th century:
“I am aware that many object to the severity of my language; but is there not cause for severity? I will be as harsh as truth, and as uncompromising as justice. On this subject, I do not wish to think, or to speak, or write, with moderation. No! no! Tell a man whose house is on fire to give a moderate alarm; urge me not to use moderation in a cause like the present. I am in earnest — I will not equivocate — I will not excuse — I will not retreat a single inch — AND I WILL BE HEARD”.-William Lloyd Garrison
Thursday, May 14, 2020
I get it- the biggest hinderance- What She calls in the Agenda- CONCENTRIC VIBRATION-instead of being in an infinite eternity, things are seen in relation to oneself.
Wednesday, May 20, 2020
Max can never be saved until Barbie is saved.
(Ed- Reference to the French resistance hero - Jean Moulin alias Max killed under torture by Nazi executor-Klaus Barbie)
Friday, May 22, 2020
(Ed- Reference to military standoff between India and China.)
The current geo-political situation - the grim battle with oscillations- 'the evil is winning'- 'God is giving them a long rope'- all vain thoughts.
Felt this last night:
We all want falsehood to be defeated without defeating it in our bodies.
It may have worked this way in the past, but this is no longer possible.
No Sri Krishna is going to intervene - and no Shakuni is going to be crushed- at least not in the way we are consciously or subconsciously hoping for.
One must know how to question the most obvious.- S.
It is like a revolution in each minute!
Sunday, May 24, 2020
There is only one step from the sublime to the ridiculous.Lenin used to say.
Weekend Notes
Monday, May 25, 2020
I keep repeating- the MECHANISM of the illusion has to found. At EACH level.
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That deep anguish in each part of the being- we are so so far from TRUTH.
Heard some murmurs from my constellation of dead brothers, though it extended far beyond them. It was a kind of reproach mixed with genuine bafflement- "How much were we able to endure for far less significant causes...and you all.?"
(Ed- The galaxy/constellation of dead brothers is a term the author frequently uses for a cluster of historical figures - Bhagat Singh, Jean Moulin, Bobby Sands and heroes of their kind.)
No escape
Sunday, June 14, 2020
I think the moment of true despair for Jean Moulin when banging his head in the torture chamber to kill himelf -was to realise that DEATH solves NOTHING.
18th June
Thursday, June 18, 2020
“Whatever happens, the flame of resistance must never be extinguished”. - De Gaulle
I can still see this flame sometimes- white-erect and resolute- burning in silence.
Tuesday, June 30, 2020
A flash of sudden vision- a semi translucent body....the skin was silvery...gave the impression of something transparent...or rather on way to becoming it.
Saturday, July 4, 2020
I am only grateful that I can TRY to get out of this terrible thing.The dignity of man is in resisting these brutal forces.-S.
It was a strange feeling today - to lie under the evening sky and suddenly feel as if the cloudy sky is the lid of your tomb. It is the bounds of the prison- the suffocation of being entombed alive.
Agenda 1971
Sunday, July 5, 2020
“To be at every moment as expressive of the Divine Consciousness as one can be. That's the only important thing.”
“It is only a total surrender that can bear That. One IS at the feet of Sri Aurobindo and Mother- PHYSICALLY.” - S.
Sunday, August 2, 2020
True horror is to not be able to live up to the heroism demanded of you.
The despair then is unbearable.
Monday, August 3, 2020
Strange is the dynamics of the human species-
We cry our hearts out for an immortal life
Yet defend unto death our right to die.
15th August
Saturday, August 15, 2020
I felt for a moment- Today there is such an outpouring flow of Grace and His compassion....Today no leap..NOTHING is impossible...it is just that we are very poor in conceiving our possibilities.
Monday, August 17, 2020
One must be able to UNMASK the Horror.
It is YOU AND YOU ONLY in everything.
Friday, October 2, 2020
"Mad with pity for the world and hence absolutely pitiless"Sri Aurobindo describing Kali's action.
The world reeling under it at present.
Friday, October 9, 2020
Sometimes in the night during my bedtime reading- the body is gripped by a feeling that is hard to describe- it is not pain...not nausea...something for which no word exists. Just a kind of anguish that grips it entirely and is UNBEARABLE.I can bear it only for 5-6 seconds after which I break the concentration and writhe in discomfort.
5 seconds!What poor stamina.
And when I hear all these confident lectures about the coming New World by arm chair experts, I cannot help blurt out- “But Sirs, we cannot bear a new sensation for more than 5 seconds!”
“As long as we live the life we live we will keep dying the death we die.” .
“We lack some basic reality.”
“The Vedic Rishi's would say: Deliver us from the mortal illness of our lives.”-S.
Thursday, November 5, 2020
The new world is within grasp...but you cannot attain it as long as you retain the old way of breathing.You gasp for air when you connect to it even momentarily.
Thursday, November 19, 2020
We criticise the mind and deride its workings-Using the mind and its workings.
The mental web is intractable.
Tuesday, November 24, 2020
Sri Aurobindo's presence in the heart.With Him here, what is not possible.
Wednesday, December 23, 2020
It is only a beast that can consent to live this existence without rebelling.And we call ourselves man.
New Year....New Decade.
Friday, January 1, 2021
A visit to the Samadhi.A pulsation of the word VICTORY....VICTORY....VICTORY.
Sunday, January 3, 2021
Sri Aurobindo's aphorism resounds-
"Have done with vain and pleasant imaginations, open the eyes and see what the world really is...This world was built by Death....This world was built by Cruelty.."
Monday, January 11, 2021
I don't know if the RAGE I have is right or useful or appropriate- I just know that I CANNOT exist without it.I still hope to turn it into a truer and higher vibration which is able to rise above its absolute impotency and actually change things.
Monday, February 1, 2021
We are trapped in a mad delirium called life.
An unflinching gaze at the falsehood of each passing second can make a burning hole in the futility of each passing hour.
Keep looking- Keep banging- Keep calling.
SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN.
It takes some amount to courage and endurance to look at that frightening 'this is not life' moment in the eye and
HOLD that gaze without seeking solace in some other activity which at least makes you forget the absurdity and tragedy of it all.
15th Feb
Friday, February 19, 2021
That moment when HORROR explodes in spurts....
( Following a visit to the Ashram and Auroville)
Appalling to see cowardice and betrayal flaunted as if a virtue.Humanity, at its highest, is more disgusting than at its lowest.
The men who I thought would bear the mantleHave made peace with the adversary-What sublime irony that the one who insists on a fightHas neither the ability nor the strength or the courage-Nothing except audacity.
Saturday, February 27, 2021
The fibres of my rather mad and desperate faith is made of nothing except this certitude that YOU wanted to complete this work.Otherwise, I too could have concurred with the wise men and let matters rest there.
Agenda.
Monday, March 22, 2021
La douleur est l'essence même du mensonge.
Pain is the very essence of falsehood.
Wednesday, March 24, 2021
They will kill you with their goodwill.
This is an absolutely lonely fight. No one can help you- the least - your loved ones.
To belong only to You. You and You alone.
It is done.
Saturday, April 10, 2021
Victory? It is done. Now only some formalities remain.- De Gaulle
A.E
Tuesday, April 13, 2021
“The slayer and the slain may beKnit in secret harmony.”
Indeed. Barbie and Max.
Wednesday, April 28, 2021
“We must come out of the HUMAN calamity.For there is no other calamity.” - S.
Thursday, May 20, 2021
The time has come for a clear stand.
Give me liberty or give me death- said so the heroes of the past.
Transformation or decomposition- the present motto.
Some war cries are eternal.
Malraux
Saturday, June 5, 2021
Human life begins at the far end of despair.
Lenin and Buddha
Monday, June 7, 2021
I understand Lenin
I understand Buddha.
And hold a smile and a tear for each of them.
ALL paths.....all approaches ....will ultimately meet the same ENEMY at the end. The same IMPOSSIBILITY.Nobody escapes that fatal stink of degradation.An indulgent, compassionate smile watches over all the diverse paths clamouring for futile legitimacy ....to CONQUER in the end is the only thing that matters.
And that is the victory never won as yet…..no matter which side and whatever type you are….
Monday, June 14, 2021
This gnawing feeling of betraying your destiny with each breath.
Sunday, June 20, 2021
Thinking about 17th November, 1973.Either it was a betrayal- then the only thing left is to REVERSE the defeat and struggle for victory.Or it was not- then continue to live the life we live and die the death we die.In any case, these is no longer any room for vain discussions or accusations.
Act or keep quiet.
Monday, June 28, 2021
The profaning touch of the mind....
How I aspire to conquer this!
Saturday, July 3, 2021
It's not just Nirvana, horror- absolute HORROR too can be transcendental.You can 'shoot off' from below too.But emerge into what?.......
Friday, July 16, 2021
It is not by 'cultivating immunity' that this human nightmare will end.
Saturday, July 17, 2021
The 'new world' that you are seeking in spiritual circusesWill someday need its warrior and heroFor when was the cruel laws of the battleEver revoked by human foolery.
Revolution is sublime..
Tuesday, July 20, 2021
The head of the king- was the DivineAnd so was the bloody guillotine.“For a nation to love liberty, it is sufficient that she knows it; and to be free, it is sufficient that she wills it.”
Friday, July 23, 2021
An aspiration to purify our revolt.
(Ref- This new trend of workshops on Agenda, physical transformation, healing etc)
Man wants to do the 'yoga of the cells' with his mind.
Such comedy!
An American admirer once asked Braque how he explained the fact that the public, which at first had not understood one iota of Cubism—or liked it, either—had grasped enough of it within a decade to enjoy it, and even make it popular.
He replied:
“They never comprehended. They endured. That is the history of modern art.”
And that is the history of the Mother’s Agenda!
Tuesday, July 27, 2021
Art- in its highest and most sublime form is a REVOLT- against being small, being petty, being ugly, being HUMAN.
Sometimes this protest almost has that familiar revolutionary power behind it- that WILL to no longer tolerate the tyranny of our human condition.
Sunday, August 15, 2021
No misfortune scares me as much as losing the flame raging in my heart. That will to FIGHT.
To be worthy of Thee.
Wednesday, August 25, 2021
Everything in the world finds its unity in its futility. Each endeavour of men, nations, civilisations....A vast, all pervading FUTILITY.
The inescapable Fatality.
Saturday, October 2, 2021
The whole world tries to dissuade yet I remain firmly with Satprem.For I am yet to see any greater display of heroism by any man.
Saturday, October 30, 2021
The physical horror HUMBLES you like nothing else.
Every virtue fades away as if they never existed....
Sunday, November 7, 2021
Everything in man's history seems to me to belong to an obscure past except MEN WHO FIGHT.For they will be rendered redundant only after Victory.
What gratitude I feel to be given the privilege of having my constellation of dead brothers with me.
Sunday, November 14, 2021
To fight and win- that is our raison d'être.
We have nothing else to do one earth. NOTHING ELSE.
Our insincerity makes us forget this at the most crucial hours.
Tuesday, November 16, 2021
The human wound reopens. Almost every year.
Friday, December 3, 2021
Sometimes you find yourself on the verge of insanity.A complete breakdown of a species is not easy to endure.
Saturday, December 4, 2021
A thirst for battle...
Tragedy and Comedy of the world
Sunday, December 12, 2021
A revolutionary without a Revolution in sight.
A Revolution without a revolutionary in sight.
Sunday, December 19, 2021
30 years.....to die to a certain kind of life.
Clemenceau,1914
Thursday, March 3, 2022
It is not enough to be heroes. We must be victors.
To win a battle, you must fight it.
It takes a different breed of men to fulfil human destiny. It takes stouter hearts to face the world without flinching.
Saturday, March 19, 2022
Inconscient is....fundamentally ....a lack of will.
Tuesday, May 3, 2022
“The human mental ‘consciousness’has become a huge terrestrial bin.We have not to convince a bin. We have to empty it.” - S.
Friday, June 3, 2022
Life finds its sense only in the fierce struggle to exceed it.
Time engulfs everything else- History spares only this urge. Under different names.
The method fails and is aptly put in the dustbin of History-
The experience- NEVER.
Sunday, June 5, 2022
There is a physical vibration.....a tangible way of being that is different when.....you do not live for yourself.A surrender in FACT.
Thursday, June 9, 2022
One requires all the heroism of all the lifetimes to even begin to ABDICATE.Perhaps this is what martyrdom at its highest means.
La France
Tuesday, August 2, 2022
I dream of another kind of Greatness from France….even in rags.And it exists so vividly in my being that I am compelled to say it exists somewhere.
France is a Goddess....who always achieves her destiny no matter what.
Thursday, August 4, 2022
Looking back- the true, eternal moments in History are only those where That recognises That.Rest is only inconsequential chatter.
Eternal story of Revolutions
Monday, August 8, 2022
The more the old life aggressively resists, the more it becomes absolutely intolerable.You reach a point where you would rather die than live under the tyranny of ignorance.
Sunday, August 14, 2022
There is a kind of childish STUPEFACTION that you experience when facing the horror of our own falsehood.As if something is genuinely confused. It refuses to believe that this miserable state of ours could have been sanctioned from Above for us to endure.No horror surpasses that of being in a state of inert, blind and aggressive REFUSAL to aspire. It is death in life. It is as painful as a flaming wound. It is unbearable.
Audacity
The last century was a time of dying bravely.Those heroic beings now no longer want to DEFY death, they want to DESTROY it.Revolution gets increasingly audacious.
Saturday, August 20, 2022
The heart dares to believe that SOMETHING is actually done this time....that this ridiculous humanity is really a lingering shadow...and the promised New World is within grasp.
Monday, August 22, 2022
We fight only for You.Only for the sake of Beauty we fight.Only for love we fight.Only for the Divine Future we fight.
We understand the reality of the system only when we want to get out of it. This is a profound truth.People do not understand anything about the "living" system, otherwise they would die from it!
It is You who come to set us free and set the earth free.There is no other practical reality.Everything else is a Falsehood that must disappear - which is in the process of disappearing.
-S.
You too shall win…
Tuesday, August 23, 2022
One day, in a distant century, Russia will fulfil its Revolution in a way so Divine that it may not even recognise it. But something will remember the seed sowed by Lenin and all that is now vilified, obliterated, condemned- that goes by the name of communism- will find its glory in the Truth by which it was born, by which it survived, by which it died, by which it will be resurrected.One day all dreams will come true.
Wednesday, August 24, 2022
This too can be conquered.~Sri Aurobindo.
Thursday, August 25, 2022
Today is day of hardest efforts, because today all victories are possible.Aujourd'hui est le jour des plus grands efforts, car aujourd'hui toutes les victoires sont possibles.
(Liberation of France, 1944.)
Friday, August 26, 2022
We have reached a point where just being a small little human being is a crime.No other misdeed is required.
That is why the good old humanity is being crushed over.
Tuesday, August 30, 2022
We are born into slavery- raw, brutal.And a part of us does not even care.
Friday, September 2, 2022
Even that faint glimmering hope- that we will one day wake out of this human nightmare- that it is difficult but possible- sets the being aflame to strive and conquer.
Sunday, September 4, 2022
All Revolutions begin with a stubborn NO of the Future against a stubborn NO of the past.A refusal to remain against a refusal to change.In denial is misery. In denial is salvation.
Friday, September 9, 2022
To be God's soldier is my dream.
That's my role and place in the scheme of things.
To be ready to face ANYTHING.
28th Sep- Meditation Hall- Ashram
Thursday, September 29, 2022
Kneeling before Her photo I invoked my galaxy of dead brothers around me and found myself uttering this cry within- "How much these men love You and what they can do for Your victory!"
Sunday, October 30, 2022
The wretchedness of the ordinary self absorbed human life is a horror in itself, requiring none other.
Wednesday, November 2, 2022
To fulfil one's mission on earth one has to know it.And also know those that are not his.
Oath unspoken
Thursday, November 17, 2022
This life too has found its altar.The cause to live and die for.
Impressions of 17th November Darshan
Friday, November 18, 2022
What a grand spectacle of defeat...celebrated each yearwhich such pious solemnitythat is almost humorous.The white clothes and the grave facesThe blinded eyes closed in prayerThe hollow pride of the vanquishedThe farcical stride of desertersTry to hide the shame and blame.But the walls tell another tale.
Never was darkness so impeccably white.But never did it seem that it could be blown out as easily as a candle flame.One TRUE breath and this human nightmare would dissolve.
Tuesday, November 29, 2022
I caught a glimpse of an ugly brown figure that distorts things in my mind....a twisting gesture...that dulls the brightest of thoughts.
Saturday, December 3, 2022
"However hard the fight, the only thing is to fight it out now and here to the end."- Sri Aurobindo.
Monday, December 19, 2022
Give us the strength to bear our falsehood.
Sunday, January 1, 2023
My audacity scares me. But it is so familiar.
My courage is the courage of despair… said someone once.
Musings on Art- A collection
Wednesday, January 18, 2023
Painting is the art of imparting an experience.
The presence of a Goddess, an act of art.
Art is an arena of a violent duel- between the Infinite and man. With varying results.
Man once sought in Art something higher than life- now he seeks in it something lower than life.
The pioneers of Modern Art insisted upon seeing the Divine in their work- even when the whole world including God denied it. There is some tenacity and courage here.
"The reality of painting throws things into question, the reality of things throws painting into question.”
Agenda
Monday, February 6, 2023
It's up to us to CHANGE TACK-this is what's expected of us, to change tack and not keep going round in circles... And there's no point in giving up, because it would just have to be started all over again next time. What I always say is: "Here's the opportunity- go right to the end." It's no use saying, "Ah, I can't '," because next time it will be even more difficult.
Ode to France- A collection over years
Friday, February 10, 2023
France is not dead. She is elsewhere.And ready for Combat.
The rapidity with which France breaks her old idols to forge new ones to be broken is dizzying.Audacity, Thy name is France.
I sought you everywhere O FranceAnd thought you're dead.Until the day you leapt out of my flesh.
There are some eternal moments which play out between France and God.No other witnesses.
France makes you dream....of the impossible. The hope of grandeur.
How sweet is the sound of clash when Truths collide. France plays this symphony quite often.
Come, calls France. I will make you bold in mind and body.
La vérité a besoin de la France.The Truth needs France.
France cannot be dead as long as she is alive in even one single heart. Anywhere in the world.
I accept destruction if Thou dost ordain it-but let me serve Thee one last time- says a dying France.
France is revolutionary or nothing.
The France of my dreams is perhaps only a dream. But it exists.
It is necessary that France exists. Be it in mediocrity, be it in darkness. Sometimes its role is to just exist. For it takes only a spark to set it on fire when the Hour arrives.
My passion for France, and its mission has acquired a fundamental quality - sovereign and immutable.
There are few nations in the world which appear to Asphyxiate in the absence of Greatness. The rest seem to live quite comfortably.
What does it mean to passionately love a country in an age when you are no longer required to die for it?To give it - LIFE. True life.
Wait, O Fate before rejoicing.There is France.
For the last 500 years...there was one nation called France whose one job was to ensure that Truth and Beauty are not absent from the earth for long....
The best in France teaches you that one can have convictions and passionately fight for them without losing finesse- a measured, balanced, sober rebellion.
Tuesday, February 28, 2023
The only Immortality is in not dying.~An obscure American poet.
Friday, March 3, 2023
His laughter pervades everything...The true comedy of this world.
Wednesday, March 15, 2023
A grand Revolution is being prepared under the surface of things. All the highest in the past, all the purest, all the loveliest that man has achieved will become one huge cry of protest that will wring the Future out of the present decay.
Sunday, March 19, 2023
Mahakali.SHE WANTS THE TRUTH.May She burn away all our crookedness- this intolerable human consciousness- weak, small, petty- horribly false.
Tuesday, March 21, 2023
All the parts of being are searching for their own Absolute.
Sunday, April 16, 2023
It is beautiful to be alive in an era where Truth - the only Reality is the only salvation.
Monday, April 17, 2023
“And everything is devised and organized, minutely and innumerably and very brutally, to teach us not to react, or rather to cease reacting to the world of Falsehood—to receive or perceive only the vibration of Truth. To BE the vibration of Truth.
An invasion of the Real.
That is why Matter is being pounded.
It is the time to be true.
Simply true.
In the great disintegration of the terrestrial Unreality, only the real ones will survive.
Because they will have no contact with what does not exist.” - S.
“The earth must be liberated. There is no other liberation.” - S.
The Mother
Saturday, May 6, 2023
The world will trouble you so long as any part of you belongs to the world. It is only if you belong entirely to the Divine that you can become free.
Monday, May 8, 2023
“If you cannot say about everything and for everything and to everything: ‘It is You’, you are struck by Death.If the panther that attacks you is not You, you are immediately eaten.” - S.
Sri Aurobindo
I know what is preparing behind the darkness and can see and feel the first signs of its coming. Those who seek for the Divine have to stand firm and persist in their seeking; after a time, the darkness will fade and begin to disappear and the Light will come."
Sunday, May 14, 2023
May what is True really BE.
Thursday, May 18, 2023
At times I dream of composing a work- in any form- but something not of the world and nor for the world.Something only meant to record the fact that some miserable earthly creature somehow at some point in the human history after that Golden Era managed to conceive of some really audacious aspirations.Some anguished prisoner was awake in this slaughter house even if only to shed a helpless tear.Just to bear witness that- even in this pathetic century- someone understands- even if one can do nothing more.
Not literature, not poetry- and above all NO AUDIENCE.
For I cannot make anything useful out of the rather unearthly scraps that I receive- but perhaps the Cosmos will?
“If we are not able to carry out great things, let it seem at least that we are able to conceive them.”-De Gaulle.
Friday, May 26, 2023
Failure is nothing but a step forward to your success. You will have to dig in each step carefully and set your feet firmly and proceed in future to the Truth. But you must be obstinate.The highest cannot be realised until one becomes perfect. It takes years after years, century after century. However, you must be obstinate like the Supreme Lord. Be more and more obstinate in front of your own defects.
What can be more audacious, more heroic, more revolutionary than the moment when Man first uttered the cry- I am He.It makes you tremble.
Friday, June 2, 2023
“Nothing true in a mission can fail, either it persists or takes another form.”
I see myself going right through to the end.
Saturday, June 3, 2023
The reality of the disastrous basis of human life….which all the success of developing India cannot change.
(Ref- Following a ghastly train accident in India)
Wednesday, June 7, 2023
One should not judge like Satprem before becoming Satprem.
Thursday, June 8, 2023
We have a bad habit of living in falsehood.Sometimes this human nightmare is really no more than that.
Saw a peacock on the roof this evening.
May the TRUE ME really win.
Saturday, June 10, 2023
There is nobody here, even among the best, who is ready to give up all his habits, conveniences or preferences to win the final victory, even if he is to break his neck on the way.
Agenda 1965
Wednesday, June 21, 2023
The will for victory, mon petit, that's the whole thing! Not a will here or there or here (gesture to various spots of the body), not that, not the personal victory over disease: the victory over the world. After all, we are here for that; I don't know if it will be for this time, but at any rate that's what is expected of us. We are here for that- TO FIGHT. So we are made to fight, and as it is the most (how can I put it?) intimate way, it is the body that is affected.
Monday, July 17, 2023
Without heroism man cannot grow into Godhead; courage, energy and strength are among the very first principles of the divine nature in action. - Sri Aurobindo
Monday, August 14, 2023
The greatest joy I have faintly experienced is when I feel that the ego is on the verge of being dissolved. That is the closest I could manage to come to Ananda. Very very faint. But there is a veritable joy of transformation.
Tuesday, August 22, 2023
We are on the verge of the marvellous....It is only acute human stupidity that can still keep us interested in and affected by the old world.
Thursday, August 24, 2023
All life is Yoga, but Yoga is not a joke.And neither is life.
Friday, August 25, 2023
SILENCE. The lord is here.
Tuesday, August 29, 2023
I have seen a fleeting vision of the ego disappearing completely leaving behind a faint trace.....Must hold on to it.
Thursday, August 31, 2023
This huge lie....is only a huge habit.
Friday, September 1, 2023
A little mind does itAnd a little mind views it.A little mind likes itAnd a little mind abhors it.
WHERE IS GOD IN ALL THIS.?!
It's so much easier to fight against the 'bad', the 'false', the 'ugly', the 'wrong'.
But what to do with that which is not any of these. It's not bad, false, ugly or wrong. It's just HUMAN.
And it's no longer acceptable.
When the only problem with the vibration is that it is a mortal vibration...
Saturday, September 2, 2023
“How shall he be deluded, whence shall he have grief who sees everywhere Oneness?”
Said so the Rishis.
Thursday, September 7, 2023
“We are here to do things that are tough, but that which can really change human life.” - S.
Saturday, September 16, 2023
“We must deliver the Blue Sun, it is the path of Men.” - S.
Thursday, September 21, 2023
“We are always mistaken: we are not "in life", trying not to die we are in death, searching for the Life that is not yet.Millimetre by millimetre.”-S.
Tuesday, October 3, 2023
Galloping on a horse with Sri Aurobindo....high speed....TRUE LIBERTY.
Wednesday, October 4, 2023
(Arrived in Pondicherry)
Life, BOUNDLESS life.
Each part of the being now wants to EXCEED itself.
The complete breakdown of the 'human'- a fiery thirst for SOMETHING ELSE.
Friday, October 13, 2023
(Ref- The October 7th massacre in Israel)
Horror doesn't touch me in the same way anymore.
An obsolete species undergoing some obsolete experiences.
Tuesday, October 17, 2023
Humanity is like an empty clanking vessel now....all that noise is so hollow...unreal...It is so poor...so bankrupt....and so unbearable that it can now finally be very easily overcome.All those centuries to reach just this point...the zero state.
Tuesday, November 7, 2023
The world fades away...when every part of your being thirsts for an ABSOLUTE.
Thursday, November 16, 2023
Fight oh man, Fight.The glorious battle is finally here.The enemy overruns all our LivesNot a spot is left to Light.A sinking ship on a sea of NightNot an aid in sightNor a friend to guideFight oh man, Fight.
When dancing on the human corpseMadness reigns and unmasks its face.When all seems lost and defeat looms largeWhen not a corner is left unstainedWhen conquered is each thought and breathWhen each new hope brings a new despairWhen besieged is all we have seen and beenAnd doomed is all we deemed we areSeek oh man, Seek.Amidst the wreckageIn Silence and PrayerThat which STILL escapes.
Pure and inviolable.
Friday, November 17, 2023
Be worthy.
Wednesday, November 22, 2023
I don't know....but Truth breathes differently.
An aspiration for an unwounded Life ....and a fleeting glimpse of it...makes even a little scratch seem unbearable.
Monday, December 4, 2023
The apocalypse of the human race is here...It is sowing despair and panic in the consciousness... but it is its own death that disturbs the falsehood.Oh Man- night is upon your soul!
Tuesday, January 9, 2024
(At Sri Aurobindo Bhavan, Kolkata)
What is it that you can give to your Lord?
Life, death, and everything beyond...
Musings on East and West- A collection
Friday, April 19, 2024
It is interesting to observe that in painting - a civilisation that saw the Sacred everywhere- saw it primarily in the figure of Gods. And a civilisation that saw the Sacred nowhere could see it in a water jug.
The West- after having contaminated the whole world with their falsehood- will one day take a brillant and dizzying leap over its old idols. For marching onward is its raison d’être.But it will be a sight to see the slaves clinging to ideas that masters have already abandoned.
There is no Truth that man has touched and not despoiled. None.But there is no fall that he is not able to redeem by the sheer power of his Spirit.
Delight in their ways of seeking, don’t be ensnared by their findings.The West has a lot to offer to a seeker, a lot- except True knowledge.
When God wanted to complicate His game a little- he introduced Democracy.
Observing the historical tragedy of Man- filled with so much of stoic heroism- one realises that we had to gracefully succumb to the Iron Law- before we began destroying it.
It is a curious bent of mind that wants the West to get rid of its religion, its symbols, its Gods....but wants us to retain everything of ours....celebrate it....affirm it....flaunt it. When both are equally obsolete for the Future….
While the east was haunted by the Unreal- and diligently worked on cultivating a discerning faculty to recognise and live in the Real- the West danced its way with joy into the Unreal to explore it...document it- and even create some masterpieces of human achievement.Strange that they who so passionately tried to find the Truth- never felt like questioning the very basis of Reality.
The one thing to be really admired in the West is their COURAGE- to take the plunge into matter with so little support of any Light and Knowledge and to continue facing the battering while they hew a path- admirable courage. How much they suffered....but how passionately they continued to seek.
To imagine that Braque found the Italian Renaissance to be decadent-"a period of dispersion and grandiloquence”!
It is not a wonder that the Shakti found so much delight in this civilisation- this ability to shatter idols and move forward….ever forward….conquering peak after peak.
The highest of the Western approach to the Divine Truth is not in their religion and priests but in their art and artists. That is where one should look- and look keenly- to discover some treasures that can yet redeem mankind.
Collection of musings- June 2024
But this is the end of the world. You must live it positively, or you head towards ruin.Satprem.Notebooks Volume 5
The Mother’s Agenda is an altar where the little mental man has to abdicate.There lies its entire evolutionary meaning.
The old consciousness flows away from me like a dirty, muddy river.
Rebellion is no longer against the old order.It is now a part of the old order.It is only death thrashing around.
You can't go faster than your kind.
One has to be really crazy to still waste even one drop of their consciousness engaging with the old world.
There is a state of being in Truth where everything is true.
All the action of the mind tends towardsFIXING ideas....a kind of solidifying action..
End of contradictions = the end of the reign of the mind.
The vibration of Ego has to disappear from earth....in men and nations.
To wake up one morning and find oneself to be absent.What a liberation!May only You remain.
What makes us notice all the miseries but not the only Reality?- S.
That turbid false thing running in your veins...We call it life.
Who thinks like that?Who lives like that?Soon humanity will look at itself in bewilderment.
You are the Master of this being and it is time that you become its ruler. Integrally.A child-like wonder at how it could have been otherwise for so long.
Monday, July 15, 2024
“What is real meditation then?It is an active and deliberate concentration on the Divine Presence and a sustained, alert contemplation of that Sublime Reality.”
-The Mother
Banish all thought from thee and be God's void.
Annul thyself that only God may be.
-Savitri
Thursday, July 18, 2024
The horizon of humanity is receding....and I sail on.
It is difficult to be without an anchor.
I told you that I did what Sri Aurobindo had done, that is, being absolutely passive, with the aspiration - living ONLY in the aspiration to unite with and manifest the Divine: the ONLY occupation.- The Mother
Thursday, July 25, 2024
To make God triumph at each moment...that is the goal.
Friday, July 26, 2024
When the highest Truth scans history, even falsehoods cease to be one.It transforms EVERYTHING.Most of the errors the mind sets out to correct, exist only because of the mind.With the disappearance of the mind, all ‘errors’ vanish.
Tuesday, July 30, 2024
When God shatters our logic- we always replace it with a better logic- to be shattered in time.No one thinks of doing away with logic itself.
When all our falsehood, all our egoism is justified as being a practical necessity- ‘rules of the material plane’- you get a feeling that man is really only a Worm in a wormhole….. and no power on earth can make it give up being that.
No wonder we are going to be surpassed soon.
Monday, August 5, 2024
A complete destitution of human consciousness.With helpless hands you prostrate before THAT.
There is a sense of supreme liberation and peace when you know that there is nothing that you can do anymore.
Wednesday, August 7, 2024
Don't think of yourself, think of the Divine.
Tuesday, August 13, 2024
They [faith, surrender and samata] have to be put into every part and atom of the being so that there may be no possibility of a contrary vibration anywhere.
Thursday, August 15, 2024
Exist first- at each moment- truly, and divinely as a Being. Everything else follows from there.
Do not fall into a separative consciousness at any moment. Immediately recover instead of wallowing there.
Offer your intellectual movements to Her, She will enrich it and return it to you.
Saturday, August 17, 2024
There is a pure consciousness... a pure state of being - in which one only LAUGHS.
This human nightmare of an existence is only one vast joke for It.
Tuesday, August 20, 2024
Sometimes you get the feeling that the mind has begun to TASTE ideas.It almost gorges itself in revelation and delight.
Thursday, August 22, 2024
You have to dare to end the reign of the mind.Audacity.
Tuesday, September 3, 2024
You have to allow yourself to be completely broken down by Them. A total radical uprooting of the old man in you.
Down to the last atom.
That is the goal.
Saturday, September 14, 2024
Born anew.
Monday, October 14, 2024
Oh Thou that lives....
Friday, October 25, 2024
My job is to not exist.
In supreme annihilation lies the Supreme Realisation.
Friday, November 1, 2024
Aspire for the highest....it appears within reach.Audacity.
Tuesday, November 5, 2024
A rose tinted milky consciousness
Wednesday, November 13, 2024
Man and Man's world is really over for me.Even the Nazis didn't evoke the kind of horror mental man evokes.
Strangely, I feel cleansed.
Friday, November 15, 2024
In God's battle for Man- Man is the weakest link.Weak, miserable and so prone to go over to the Enemy's side.
Findings on the way
You reach a point when giving up insistence to achieve the goal is the means to attaining it.Difficult to bear as you have been surviving only by holding on to this tension that tends towards That.
As more and more things become unbearable- perhaps one is supposed to rejoice- 'so this too will now be surpassed'.
What baffles one in this mental way of existing is that you can pretend without truly BEING.So beautiful...so convincing...yet untrue.
It is only on the deathbed that Man attains his true beauty and nobility. There is some truth in there.The rest of his whole life is a huge farce.
A thousand times on this path you find yourself on the verge of madness...a slender thread...Not easy- but nothing else to do.
The old life derives a special pleasure in making you feel disgusted. It's a trap and one ought to overcome it.Stop perceiving what is dying.
Sunday, November 24, 2024
An aspiration for a real egoless state of being.
Saturday, November 30, 2024
Ni refus - ni affirmation - La Transformation.
Tuesday, December 3, 2024
Lord of my being...I have come only for Thee.
( In the Ashram Library)
Wednesday, December 4, 2024
To be in the TRUE state always....higher and higher without ever sinking back.
PURITY.
An initiation. ?
Friday, December 6, 2024
Nothing true and lasting can be built in this life whose BASIS is false.
So one has to stop expecting miracles from this old world. None is coming from there.
At the Ashram Meditation hall
There is the door to immortal Life.And Her deathbed had been placed as a blockade.And one has to just traverse and cross the threshold.
Things were never so simple yet so complicated.
Saturday, December 7, 2024
Humanity is being ....blotted out.
This species will fade into oblivion...without much fuss.
An overwhelming sense of unreality.
Saturday, December 21, 2024
There is a vibration of Truth that one needs to grasp in this rotting world.This is the only way to survive this catastrophe.To breathe the new air.
You have to be shoreless for a while....with an implicit faith that you will land somewhere.
The new species is not a joke.
Thursday, December 26, 2024
The thick golden viscous liquid flowing downwards.
Friday, December 27, 2024
A vicious torrential force of Death had once charged at me thundering- "Go and live in your Self".And the Self had to meekly shrink in retreat losing a lot of ground.
There is a defeat that spirituality refuses to acknowledge.
Saturday, December 28, 2024
The soles of my feet have a curious sensation....like when you feel lightheaded....but in the feet.
Perceptions- Savitri
When Sri Aurobindo describes the vivid details of the fall of our life and the thousand bonds that shackle us....one feels that He is taking up those chains of our appalling misery in His hands not to chronicle it but to smash it.I almost asked Him - as one would ask a General in a war room- So this is the plan of insurrection?
The same feeling once again- as if the Supreme Lord has become conscious of the travesty that Nature has done with His all powerful Spirit- the compromise that He has allowed for so long on earth- but no longer.The intricacies of the falsehood of our life are described as if to throw a challenge- " I know what you have done and I WILL UNDO IT".And Nature gives a knowing smile with almost a thrill-" Oh at last! He has woken up."
Humanity is possessed by an Asuric force....from the best to the worst elements....that small decent man to the great scoundrel .....possessed by a FALSEHOOD....from which no one escapes.The ego of a man who wants to remain a man will be surpassed no matter who you are- a saint or a sinner.When our whole way of being is false....
Wednesday, January 1, 2025
“O Fire; O god, come with the gods glowing in the beauty of thy splendour.Let not the evil mind of the mortal besiege us....achieve the lasting conquest of Light.Protect us....from mortal sickness of our life…”
The Rishis really knew the root of the problem and aspired for the real thing.Sri Aurobindo came to remind us of the audacity of their ancient aspiration....when spirituality was a heroic endeavour.How did we forget this in the following centuries and seekers of truth learned to compromise so comfortably with falsehood.
My galaxy of dead brothers.....they are very much still alive in me.
When I am told by the elf within me that with my audacity I am going to end up badly....they only smile.They know a thing or two about 'ending up badly'.
Will I ever know what I owe to you.
Tuesday, January 7, 2025
Satprem is Her merciless beacon....the one that can forge a new way of being.Our resistance to him is in proportion to the falsehood in us.
Wednesday, January 8, 2025
You need a NEW CONSCIOUSNESS now.Everything human has been acquired.
True for me and France.
Saturday, January 11, 2025
I am made only for Thee.
Even if I forget this sometimes.
Sunday, January 19, 2025
Mental man only wants tricks.Even when it approaches the highest....it looks for a technique...a method...a short-cut.Anything but the effort to BECOME TRUE.
Saturday, January 25, 2025
There is a state of consciousness where EVERYTHING is True....it is only in the mental consciousness where contradictions arise.This seems to be my recurring discovery.
Sunday, January 26, 2025
To gallop with Sri Aurobindo forever....
Monday, January 27, 2025
To feel You on earth is to feel you very differently, O Lord.Maybe that's why we concede to come down.
To wake up every morning and to just GIVE one’s self- that is the true movement for earth and for man.
Thursday, January 30, 2025
There is a mode of reflection which belongs to the old consciousness. It is the mind wrapping on itself and creating a thick veil that then blocks the current. The 'chewing mechanism' belongs to the old species.The new consciousness is felt as a Force that runs forward like a stream gushing forth. You have to be in the flow and throw all the mud in it too.
Friday, January 31, 2025
The new consciousness rests upon things without attacking it.
Mental consciousness is so aggressive.
Sunday, February 9, 2025
Have the courage to choose the Truth....the straight consciousness...RITAM.THAT...where the stick does not bend.
Wednesday, February 12, 2025
Man will end just as he lives- shrieking.
It is not with grace and dignity that this species will finish off.
There is a real falsehood and a phantom falsehood.Know and Fight correctly.
Friday, February 14, 2025
You have to melt.
That is the only true movement after a certain point.
Friday, March 7, 2025
Man is a strange creature.He cannot believe that all that he has cried and prayed for...all his anguish that his art and song embodied for millenniums.......can actually be true.He cannot bring himself to believe that IT IS POSSIBLE.He has been kneaded and woven by a fibre of misery that shrinks at the prospect of not being miserable anymore.
After all the bravery that he has shown in such terrible centuries.....he perhaps needs to show only one bravado ...the audacity of JOY.
Tuesday, March 11, 2025
Take refuge in the Name-Sri Aurobindo The sole Breath not made of Death.
The True Consciousness approaches the world with folded hands. An instinctive adoration and true humility.Mental egoistic consciousness is inherently aggressive....just like an animal pounces on its prey....the mind always claws at everything that is presented to it- to devour.That is the principle of this false life lived with a false mind.
Thursday, March 13, 2025
The vast, all pervasive terrestrial falsehood is perceived, lived, supported and nourished by this false human consciousness.
It is really a World Wide Web of Untruth.
Friday, March 14, 2025
When you go down below - you encounter this way of being that feels no suffering because it has no aspiration or need for joy and light and Ananda. It is INERT. A resigned slave that is drugged into servitude...You then marvel at the mental and vital beings....who turned the World upside down in quest of liberty and beauty.
This being doesn't feel anything--- except that it is condemned and it will carry out its sentence with a stoic fortitude. It is touching...it revolts neither against God nor the devil...
But in its higher parts....it appears closer to the True consciousness....it is focussed...dignified...realistic....determined to do the Work...without fuss.
Saturday, March 15, 2025
Beware O HumanityFor That cancels you out.
It is He and SheWithout the Me.
The True Consciousness is a block of Adoration....it is made of it....it vibrates with it....it is an unceasing hymn where it continuously gives itself to That.
The true way of being on earth.
So each time you don't feel yourself living this- Know that you are in Falsehood.
Sunday, March 16, 2025
To reach a point where God can only be found in the mire....wrestling with darkness.That is the delight in this battle...His presence alongside you.
But the downward path is a hero's path.
Friday, March 21, 2025
Slowly freeing the world from my grip...Peace.
Tuesday, April 1, 2025
One has only to flow in That Current that is carrying the world inevitably to its goal....just flow.
In the clouds- Saw a Mother wearing a bonnet carrying a baby in Her arms.
Friday, April 4, 2025
The old world becomes.....INCOMPREHENSIBLE.
Things are dematerialising.
Findings
Sunday, April 6, 2025
There is state of the mind which is immobile because it is stuck in a sea of honey. It cannot move because of the heavy golden liquid around it.
Appreciate the physical inertia. It is much better for the work than the excitable mental or vital states.
The tools of mind and vital are false but it is not now- when they see salvation so near- that you can smother them with the tyranny of the Spirit. They protest- "I have the right to Truth too."So this baggage will have to be carried along till the end.
There is a White Death.Perhaps that's what was the highest spiritual attainment of the past.
It appears that there exists a self existent state of worry and depression .....independent of any external trigger. It just IS. You can totally live a false emotion in detail without a corresponding circumstance to justify it. A mirror image of the self existent Bliss.
There exists a true way of being in matter.
For now, it is perceived as a state of constant surrender.
Tuesday, April 8, 2025
Some radical operation has been performed in the mind....
Wednesday, April 9, 2025
The problems of the old world will not be resolved- they will be unrealised.
A crease-less Consciousness.Where nothing grates.
The True Consciousness has difficulty making contact with this false life.It flows on the borderline without touching it.It sometimes cannot even perceive this falsehood.
Thursday, April 10, 2025
All the old instruments- the mind- the vital- the hypnotised physical-do their work with touching fidelity and sincerity- IT IS THEIR JOB which they have been performing since the time this game began- it was under a cosmic pressure that they were assigned it- and unless they are convinced that their mandate is over - they will persist in the name of that law.Instead of being disgusted with the minds action- observe it well- it rushes in everywhere because it is convinced that it is supposed to protect you from falsehood and error- that is its duty.The old life calls for the old instruments- so no point struggling with them- no point trying to change them while living intact and comfortable in this old world.Only the New Life can make them dissolve.
There is something within that feels an anguish at this division in the world- someday it will surge forth and swallow everything to find that Unity.
The revolutionary in me really cannot bear this anymore- all this duality- it does not even want to condemn anything anymore. It has lost its fangs.
Sunday, April 13, 2025
Sometimes the Power seems so close at hand that one dares to imagine that-One step more, The Lord might commit the sin of Victory.
The nectar of Truth appears on the horizon.You raise yourself to taste it.You assimilate it in Silence.You remain like that.
The manual to True way of being.
Monday, April 14, 2025
We cannot bear the True Consciousness- which is so sovereign....so self existent....so powerful.....and above all.....SO CALM.Even after attaining it- one feels the need to descend into the false mental consciousness to do the Work. For only there you have the anguish...the strife....the struggle....the TENSION....without which you sag.
It's a pathetic state of affairs.....how far we have fallen O Lord....that we cannot bear the truly natural state of Being.
Tuesday, April 15, 2025
Stop crying about not being able to feel Her.....observe the grave fact that the plane in which you are operating doesn't feel any contact with Her.How would you do the work with so much of 'me'.
Wednesday, April 16, 2025
What is God?A Truth that makes you want to be True.
How many lifetimes and revolts does it take to just get this simple thing right!
Go away, You do not come from the Lord.The best way to fight vibrations of falsehood.
Mental thinking is becoming laborious....heavy and grating.
You have to start taking a certain kind of pleasure in the destruction of the human way of being....otherwise you will go wailing from one moment to another.
Feel the Wonder instead....the Hope....the New World.
Friday, April 18, 2025
That blessed state when you are ready to worship the entire world..
Sometimes one feels that if only the Mind was not there...our Consciousness would be falling at the feet of everything....ready to Adore.
Oh crooked humanity and twisted life....unmask yourself so I can adore you....for you are That even when the most false.
Saturday, April 19, 2025
“No more personal limits, no more individual action, no longer any separative concentration creating conflict, nothing but a single and infinite Oneness.”
Monday, April 21, 2025
The mind will be swallowed in the immensity of That Consciousness....it is like a mighty fountain which will swallow everything on its way.One glimpse of That....and you will immediately measure the incapacity of the mind....and all it has woven till now ....it is really a pale copy of Truth. But it could not do otherwise....without the mind, even this copy would not be accessible to us.One feels that the entire history of earth and man can be rewritten with this new Consciousness....we have so much to learn and express.
WE KNOW NOTHING. And yet we have deduced so much and made them into laws!
If it had been God's intention to crush this species....He could have done it by the sheer weight of His consciousness.
It is a rather dense block that is sometimes felt.
Tuesday, April 22, 2025
(The aftermath of Pehalgam attack)
Horror is a falsehood.....in each fibre of its being.It has been defeated in principle- hence it seems so unreal.It runs on a legacy version....supported by a false human consciousness.
Oh world...you are spinning wrongly. That's all that is wrong with you.
Friday, April 25, 2025
When a false life comes to a false end, we want a false retribution in order to continue living a false life....which will someday come to a false end.And we do all this with so much of passion, so much of effort....we are so sincere in this falsehood.That my very perception of the world is false....thought no man ever.
Sunday, April 27, 2025
The New world has to ensure that men don't die of joy.That is why it will take centuries.
Monday, April 28, 2025
The first thing you lose is a sense of solidity....at all levels.Man is really lost when the mental structure is disturbed a little....imagine when it disappears. The good and the bad go away together.It is a perilously difficult stage....but with glimpses of a sense of thrill....You really require to make the movement of thrusting yourself forward headlong into That which flows like a clear sparkling white stream....without the 'I'.And then there is no thinking involved.....it is only Consciousness....the next way of being.
You have to look at the world the way the Divine looks at it....that is the only way of surviving this decomposition.
Tuesday, April 29, 2025
You have to visit the old Indian scriptures to relish the delight of the Sovereign....of the Spirit which we pursued with so much sincerity and heroism....what a passionate quest for Being- that is the soul of the entire Indian spirituality.You have to visit it to know the nature of the King.....who is now going to rule the earth and your body.An awe-struck state of adoration.All that glory.....finally in matter.
It is death that leads the crusade against Death for most part after awakening.So a sense of deep disgust....general dissatisfaction....a supreme egoist shrinking fills you up.That rebellion without any sense of Light or Delight....Is Death which laughs.Lead the crusade with Light...Truth....which does not cause perpetual strife and agitation.
You have to ABSOLUTELY LOVE the world in each of its fibre of being before trying to change it. For it is Her all throughout...
How do you overcome the sense of unreality of World events... this feeling that it exists nowhere except in an erroneous perception....which is universal....
The human cognition has to be surrendered to Her....our very ability to perceive and deduce.
Wednesday, April 30, 2025
Pain- at all levels of being is now perceived as a reaction to any falsehood it encounters....the pain of not being THAT.Learn to rejoice....
What is pain?
Consciousness has touched the bars of the prison it will one day smash.
Thursday, May 1, 2025
"Mother, maybe I am not seeing things correctly."Each time the mind goes active.
Saturday, May 3, 2025
Every adversary is a God who has forgotten himself.
The lower you go...the more resistance you meet....the more you are supposed to fold hands and invoke Him - He who has to remember Himself.
No strife ....No hate....to pain.....it is really He.Otherwise All is That cannot be true.
The problem is that sometimes you find the Lord really enjoying Himself in this fall.
There is a state of being which is like a Mantra....The true way of being....where you don't express or hear or recite.....but BE a mantra.The vibration of the next life....physical life which is a mantra.
My life can end here….or it already has.
One cannot imagine the audacity of Her Consciousness.Evolution will not stop even with the SUPRAMENTAL....there will be more and more and higher and higher and truer and truer.
This is my Veda....my moment of direct revelation.For how could such a ignorant human consciousness which is not even perhaps truly a Man think of surpassing two rungs...How does one even live this human comedy after having briefly tasted this state of consciousness...this Supreme Grace which in one sudden moment breaks away the littleness of being this animal.
O man.... not only will you be surpassed but the one replacing you will also not be the final.So just get to work without this vanity of my thoughts... my feelings ...my way.....the magnitude of what is happening on earth is way beyond you.The realm of the infinite is really INFINITE.Eternity is constant progression in That.A dizziness where one needs to just throw ourselves....
You reach a point where you are concerned that even your adversary has so little joy....the villains on earth are also miserable people...You almost wish that they too know PLENITUDE.
Ashram v/s Satprem
There is a way of being that is False....so the action ....the situation....the Sadhaks...their deeds -good and bad don't matter. The WAY OF BEING is false.And there is a way of being that is tending towards the Truth....even if imperfectly.....so all the excesses committed don't matter.
17th November was a knot in the universal consciousness that looks very different now.The thirst for absolute unity abolishes the need for retribution. A possibility for reconciliation?
Don't try to defend a fault O MenThe day the veil comes off even a bitIt will be embarrassing-And when it comes off completelyNo defence will be required anymore.
Aspiration will look very different once Separation is gone.
Just like nourishment will look different when hunger has gone.
Are we going to betray our Lord by looking at things other than Him. This beautiful emotion of the past has to change to-Are we going to betray our Lord by looking at things AS other than Him.
Monday, May 5, 2025
I don't know, O Lord.If you want to live like this animal man you will live...If you want to live like a Superman you will live...
There is nothing for this little creature called 'me' to do except ....allow Your Will.
Just like one doesn't run along with one's playmates without a nod from the elders....I have to get my mind to tell the thoughts that beckon it...."Take permission from my Mother....She who is the Master of this being now."
Thursday, May 8, 2025
All sensations are FALSE....the false alarm bell of Death...
You really feel the need of an incubator....to shield you from this false life and false world that keeps rushing at you relentlessly
---till you learn to love even this poor miserable mask that will no longer bear this separation and what you mistake as aggression is actually an Aspiration.
The fury of the world is actually a longing for Light...but we perceive it incorrectly.And we want to admonish it...for wanting to seek union with the One.
We really perceive the Truth upside down.But does a changed perception change anything in terms of the physical fact?
Friday, May 9, 2025
The consciousness manages to undo the crookedness....: but material facts remain unchanged.
For milleniums we have been undoing things at the wrong plane.
Saturday, May 10, 2025
This persistent feeling that we are reacting wrongly to a massive descent....a marvellous Light....which in our physical consciousness gets translated into a false event corresponding to a false consciousness.
Sunday, May 11, 2025
A massive ego breaking exercise is happening- for man and the world.It's not about the instinctive self preservation mechanism- righteously 'thinking of oneself' - it's being this false thing called 'oneself' which asserts itself against that Light.
O Nations of the world- you would do well to just melt- that's your only Salvation.
You will not 'solve' a knot with the True Consciousness-- for it de-materialises it.
Wednesday, May 14, 2025
Why has this century stopped seeing beautiful dreams...Man staked his life for some of them in the past.No one even pretends to have one now.Because it is really the end of man's dreams.
God's time begins. A real fairytale maybe.
Sunday, May 18, 2025
The new reign is here....but we don't know how to live it.A somnambulist force still holds mankind....and a lower delight too.The God who has forgotten himself and roams about as a beggar....
Monday, May 19, 2025
Forever gaze and cling to an Immensity.....that is the only thing that can swallow your little petty being...
There are some energy conservation laws that apply in Spirituality as well....for there are some movements of consciousness which need a might in terms of horse power and in its absence it falls down limpidly after an attempted flight...
You now understand the Vedic Rishis very well.
The world really tests your optimism....and hope.
Oh my heroic brothers of the dead past- the lower layers of our own being are not revolutionary at all.You cannot imagine the shame, the cowardice that it displays.
When the world forces sound me- may I utter only one vibration- Sri Aurobindo.No more thoughts...not more feelings....no more sensations....the only response to stimuli- Sri Aurobindo.
The only true way of being on earth.
This pigmy triumphant species.....smothers itself under the weight of mechanical monsters....and tightens the web even more.Sheer unreality- the True consciousness will smash it in a blink of the eye.
There are moments when I feel myself to be the heir to a victory and not a struggle ...
This is the post-‘something’ era....and hence you grope in darkness.
Tuesday, May 20, 2025
All the problems of India are an UNREALITY.An unreal complication....an unreal danger....an unreal hostility....an unreal division.
But a false human consciousness created it and is now supporting it....actively conjuring up the falsehood....blaming the past, crying for a solution and relishing this danger at some level.All disasters will come true because of this consciousness. Maybe we will overcome all of it through Grace.But false it will still remain.
Truth. Simplicity. And Faith- the phantoms of Mother India will dissolve.And with it the world's.But no one wants the miracle....Nevertheless- only the TRUE CONSCIOUSNESS can save us.
Wednesday, May 21, 2025
Ego makes it impossible to perceive an historical event correctly. All my past adventures may need a revisit...
Friday, May 23, 2025
The human consciousness has to be unplugged from this nightmare which it finds quite engaging and re-plugged into that New Reality that it cannot find sustained interest in.
Saturday, May 31, 2025
To be conscious only of Thee.Nothing else in the world.
May you grant me this boon, O Mother.
The nightmare of this world already collapses before my eyes.
Sunday, June 1, 2025
Tuhun, tuhun’ (you, you), ‘Naham, naham, naham’ (‘not I, not I, not I’), I am nothing, O Lord. I am the servant; You are the Master,’ it is only then that he is released, he is liberated.
~Sri Ramakrishna.
Wednesday, June 4, 2025
The Lord is pouring His delight on Earth....but the wretchedness of our past can only let out a death wail.A pathetic way of feeling and responding to delight.The darkness oozing out....is actually a prayer.
A merciless flame of white light....the purifying fire is lit.
But it is absolutely non compromising- ruthless in its burning- takes away all the past....all the falsehood.....leaving you naked of everything- what you cherished and what you abhorred.Very difficult.But this is the only passage to Truth- there is none other. No concessions to any fibre of the old world.
This Yoga is like sewage cleaning.Truly new and unsettling.
All old siddhis are helpful in feeling a certain sense of Delight in it- and maintaining some sanity.
Sometimes this task of digging into the human abyss requires a humble worker who believes in the ultimate victory but expects nothing from the present.
Braque went on working to the end- never satisfied, never discouraged - in hope.
Every individualised perception is a falsehood.....everything one perceives as an I.
Thursday, June 5, 2025
The soul at His Feet.Along with all the human falsehood.
A true state of being.To remain like this forever.
The inconscient….this lower swoon...is actually an intense concentration.
It really must be a mirror of Sat-Chit-Ananda in darkness.
It is as self absorbed- as self contained- as self sufficient- with no need of anything else.
We had been doing it wrongly all along by trying to fight it- and break our heads over it.Does one fight the Lord- the Sovereign? You only bow in adoration and invocation with a plea for it to wake up.
Oh Lord- it is really You....all in the world.What a trick you played all these millenniums.....Where is the foe....the adversary?
The Spirit looks at this human condition....this human way of thinking and being....these human laws and slavery with DISDAIN and DISBELIEF.
Who lives like this??!
Sunday, June 8, 2025
This life of false sensations is a cruel game one plays with the Immortal Spirit.And when He begins to wake up- He doesn't find it amusing.Man's life in ignorance has the same dignity as that of a circus monkey who has been hypnotised to dance crazily in response to his master's command. And just as the audience enjoys this performance....cruel forces laugh seeing this hysterical human species bubbling from moment to moment....chasing a false life......laughing ...crying....thinking....a PERPETUAL AGITATION and ending up in a hole out of sheer exhaustion as not for a moment we experienced true rest- true peace...true life.
The appalling horror begins only when one realises that this indignity and torture is inflicted on That.
Friday, June 13, 2025
A golden consciousness which makes everything golden.A sensation that is golden.
Saturday, June 14, 2025
How fiercely nations defend their life which is actually only a long prolonged death.While connecting to That- True life- True beauty..True glory- True Divine- can immediately give us all the security- all the peace- all the Salvation.
There is NO OTHER security other than TRUTH AND THE DIVINE.
Thursday, June 19, 2025
This false life devours you....A constant torture.
Saturday, June 28, 2025
There exists a vast universal WOUND-- it is an all pervasive vibration that wraps each fibre of the earth's existence.....an appalling grief....which has become a sullen and ill tempered knot....this pain of separation from Thee.As if the earth has not forgiven this original sin.Unless this is healed....nothing else will.
Instead of collapsing under its weight, one has to look at it very scientifically...why does it not perceive That.....when it is actually within reach.
Sunday, June 29, 2025
The Spirit has categorically refused to live this little life in a little being called Me.
That my life didn't flee is a surprise for it was quite adamant that IT would exist anywhere but not under my rule.
Remember always- ADORATION- constant and cause less is the only True state of Consciousness- which should form the basis of the whole existence.Everything else- an aberration.
Monday, June 30, 2025
With all this Aspiration of lifetimes you reach a plane which has none.
With all this Heroism of lifetimes you reach a plane which has none.
Facing the reality of our physical inconscient is not for the idealistic ones and nor for dreamers and neither for the faint hearted.
This old human species has to be disarmed .....it has to give up its reign as masters of the earth.
These overbearing, sneering men...what revolution can dethrone them?
Thursday, July 3, 2025
To answer with the RIGHT NOTE....when God approaches in whatever form- this is the secret of harmony.
But we never play this game correctly.
We have to give up our complicity with darkness....
Side with the Divine.
Friday, July 4, 2025
A meditation where you repeat His name and efface yourself.....till only That exists.
A true way of being without which nothing else can be attempted or achieved.
Saturday, July 5, 2025
I have in meMore than one life to fulfil.
Oh my galaxy of dead stars!.
Sunday, July 6, 2025
What a glory it is to be Man.
Wherefore do I sometimes find this chant surging up from within.
The Divine Consciousness- at all levels- is perceived as a vibration of Oneness.
All separation is immediately a fall into this pathetic mortal way of being. The original sin.
The world has to feel THAT in each fibre of its being for it to immediately restore Truth ....from which flows everything else.There is no other solution oh Man!
An annihilation ....so Total.
Monday, July 7, 2025
Spiritually cannot be a form of narcotics.
What is a Consciousness that is so helpless in the face of the world's falsehood.
One needs to silence all our higher faculties to hear deep down the murmur of this false life.
It is a different kind of music .....with a different kind of beat.....but distinct and so hidden for so long.An appalling misery at the very base of existence.
One realises why we needed all the noise of human civilisation to cover that up....you can't survive otherwise.
Oh man! What sickness you hide in your bosom- the one that gnaws and kills you. But so ashamed the first man must have felt when he touched it and so helpless -that he immediately covered it with all the layers Nature offered it..anything to distract......and now it bursts in our face....raw and not healed.
What courage is needed to just look at the bare facts of our human existence.
Wednesday, July 9, 2025
A France.... no longer at the service of men.A France ....no longer at the mercy of men.
C'est le seul avenir Ma douce France.
You are in real trouble my dear old world- the day France wakes up...And she is stirring in her chains....realising the impotence of her old methods.
It is a marvel that the world has never stopped at anything.....no matter how beautiful.....no matter how perfect. It constantly makes and breaks..
Because That is always tending towards Something Else.....
We all want the golden age to come back- without wondering about the need for its disappearance.Why did this story not end there if it indeed was so perfect.
We are already in the post-human era.
Man is no longer around....and we slowly begin to miss his presence.
Till the new Being really takes over- it is a painful phase.
Thursday, July 10, 2025
Can it be possible that when the Lord's promise will be about to be fulfilled the Earth wouldn't know how to receive Thee.
The present circumstances prove it true- this appalling resistance- Man would destroy himself and the earth but not surrender and change.
Recognising the human beast everywhere......in whatever guise.....my capacity for clairvoyance.
Friday, July 11, 2025
A solid mass of concentrated Consciousness hurling itself against a barrier.
Sunday, July 13, 2025
Take refuge in the Lord- see the world with His eyes.....live this life with His breath...because the moment the axis shifts to the little I - you die of despair and misery.The old world is literally decomposing- the stench overwhelms you.How do you survive in this absolute negation unless you cling on to absolute affirmation.
Monday, July 14, 2025
The problem with the world's apparent’spiritual’ progress is that everywhere it's Nature working- her slow, meticulous, all encompassing toil.
Human, too human. FACITIOUS in all its aspects.
Where is the Divine working- that spark which has seized our hearts more than once in the past ages.That miraculous leap...that non-human moment.
One major favour this mental babbling mankind has done is to completely DISCREDIT words...For it is all just false rambling.
(Context- The new age ‘spirituality’ of workshops and talks)
Is it possible that the only visible legacy of such a trailblazing Incarnation is a generation of talkers and preachers—explaining, interpreting, and expounding ad nauseam?
But who knows how mediocre Ayodhya—or Aryavarta—may have become in the century following the Divine's departure?
My Sri Aurobindo and The Mother don’t resemble the world’s. Sometimes I cannot even recognise the Sri Aurobindo and The Mother Their devotees serve, celebrate and interpret.
I don’t know what to do about it- or does anything need to be done about it at all.
Thursday, July 31, 2025
YOGA OF REALITY.
India's ancient quest.
Saturday, August 2, 2025
O France,This I feel -though know not whyI can still give my lifeTo keep you alive.Live France. Live.
Thursday, August 14, 2025
A milky white light golden expanse in the heart Center....... separate personality dissolves.
To unite with Your Consciousness, my Lord.
Monday, August 18, 2025
The cage is built by a Mind that RECORDS all the falsehood of the world- then chews upon it- then reacts. It repeats this ad infinitum.....falsehood feeding falsehood and throwing up falsehood.
I feel like an assassin of the world- constantly killing it in my mind- and with it all these ghosts of human beings also dissolve out of existence- the good… the bad ...everything....
"But Monsieur, you don't even exist"- is my amazed refrain in front of this hyperactive crazy humanity that appears to rule the world.
Tuesday, August 19, 2025
Where is the Truth of Your World- Oh Lord.
This is the earth's cry surging up from within- this sob of being buried alive.
The process is like removing the skin of man- at all levels- fibre by fibre- for no new being is possible otherwise.
The best is to offer the whole being- like one lies on an operation table- and just gives oneself.
It between- tiny shreds of light call you from the past- all the luminous moments of the earth- all that makes this dungeon breathable......but one has to grit our teeth and remain focused- allowing ALL layers to be peeled. Without exception.New mode of consciousness- means a tearing apart of all thoughts ....feelings....emotions.....sensations...Change of species is not a joke.
Wednesday, August 20, 2025
My mega world fraternity project where I decided to no longer fight the world seems to have failed after a brief trial. (Ref- May 3,2025 reconciliatory note)
You just cannot embrace this human falsehood...this work cannot be done unless one takes an intransigent stance- the ruthless sword is required.
I understand Satprem very well. And the brutality of revolutions.
Maybe one should slay with love, but slain you will have to be O Man.
Manet did not appreciate Cézanne. Degas mocked Monet. Renoir abhorred Picasso. Matisse and Braque never truly understood one another. Yet no one would conclude that any of them failed to understand Art.
The Divine is infinitely vast, and there are many ways of being brilliant. Thus, the conflict between Satprem and the other stalwarts of the Ashram is conceivable and forgivable.
But hard to apply this to our century- even with all my desire for catholicity and broad mindedness. Because-
My Truth need not be yours. But some Truth it has to be!
Thursday, August 21, 2025
A ceaseless contemplation of the Divine- at the exclusion of everything- that is meditation.
Friday, August 22, 2025
" we suffer from the continuous fever of an erroneous life"
Yog Vashistha.
O Man, you had never looked as ugly as you do in this century.Not even when you were a certified brute.
Saturday, August 23, 2025
I have been posted at a quarry I feel- but this dungeon WITH YOU - working alongside You - is still better than a life without You.For after awakening, one knows that this is no ‘life’ we are living.
Sunday, August 24, 2025
The mighty power of OM is unleashed- it gushes forth with distinct Will to CONQUER.
Monday, August 25, 2025
The Master of the House is seen.
This entire life was created only for Thee to inhabit it and rule it.
Along the way we served so many unworthy masters- the tragedy of human existence.
A consciousness that IMPOSES itself on the world- boldly and resolutely.The only solution to this world wide mess.
Otherwise one is crushed under the weight of this world's falsehood.You have to be stronger than what you want to defeat. Stronger in Consciousness.
Understand the web well O ManEven your reactions are a part of the death game.
To give up the crutches of 'human' life- only THAT can achieve it.That- which has always been beyond this life or death.
Somewhere along that path- you have to take a jump into the void- an audacious leap made of a carefree faith and joyous expectation- the ecstasy of leaving this human prison- leaving all this good...bad....high....low....this entire human fabric of life for a New Reign- that of Truth- Pure and Sovereign.
But not easy.
Tuesday, August 26, 2025
You dream impossible dreams in me My Lord.
I have in me something that is not of this world- that is pushing against this inhuman state of being- this life in a prison.And it is INTOLERANT towards this false way of mental being.
The world may find my aggression disconcerting, but only I know how feeble is the flickering flame in my heart that barely escapes being smothered in this dark world.
May Thy splendour rid us of the abject poverty of our lives....this wretchedness of human existence.
This lack of opulence and plenitude....in means ...in aims....in breathing....living ....dying.
This 'imprisoned swiftness' of Life.
You have to attack the world's falsehood at the base. The backroom of earth is where the battle is taking place...
Tuesday, September 2, 2025
Show us the TRUE way to be Man, oh Lord - for we have lost the thread somewhere along the way.
There is a certain IMPOSTURE in mental man- even at its highest - that is disconcerting. There is always a mask.The fundamental twist in human nature that has to be dissolved for Divine nature to manifest- true, spontaneous and simple.
Friday, September 5, 2025
There is a Consciousness that observes this perverted magic of human existence with an aloof disgust.This game of cause and effect- of not just a false manifestation but equally false reaction - the sense of pain and tragedy that man feels is also a twisted drama- a part of this horrible quagmire called human life.And one is condemned to this death and expected to bear it with submission.How is it possible for the Spirit to live this servility without revolting. Where is Thy Life, O Lord?
Tuesday, September 9, 2025
Merge your pathetic little being into the Infinite - and live life from that station above. It will surely look different.
Seek refuge in the Truth.
There is no other way of surviving.
Thursday, September 11, 2025
All illnesses are a cause of a narrow self centred egoistic life.A concentric vibration that turns on itself indefinitely- and worsens it.
EXPAND.
Sunday, September 14, 2025
The new species is made by literally GASPING for the True vibration- that of a NEW LIFE.It really becomes at some point like a fish on sand.
Our entire human life is designed to live anything but the Truth.We spend our lives escaping from facing the truth of our existence. Some pastimes are obviously beautiful- but it is a distraction nevertheless.
Ma, you are burning all the impurities in me- layer by layer- and I am whining about it.Such is the misery of ignorance.
Monday, September 15, 2025
This astounding feeling that there is no sickness of the body- only sickness of the mind.Physical suffering is actually a non-physical phenomenon that is amplified by a shrieking physical mind.It suffers most when it says NO to suffering.
Wednesday, September 17, 2025
Standing before His photo- I saw as if my entire body had been emptied of its substance- a blue outline of body and a light golden muddy filling occupying the space.
So there is nothing inside actually- wonder where does good or ill health come from ...
Friday, September 19, 2025
Oh Lord, there must be a way to perceive You in this world without the mind....A direct true way.
When you are battling in the really lower layers of matter- it is not a way of thinking that can save you- it is a way of BEING.For on that plane- no idealism helps.Truth in matter is exacting.
Saturday, September 20, 2025
I feel like I am fighting unreal phantoms with a lot of solemnity.
That's how it is when you are awakened but still in ignorance.
For Truth is only You- down to the last atom.Then all phantoms vanish.
Sunday, September 21, 2025
When you are invaded by the universal falsehood- you cannot fight it with personal virtue.It is like drowning in an ocean of darkness- you need That- the Supreme Vast to even stand a chance of a battle.
Tuesday, September 23, 2025
Looking within one sees a mass of black darkness and a golden shining center.The perfect representation of the human body.
Wednesday, September 24, 2025
This is the hour of PURITY...
Friday, September 26, 2025
There is a vibration of Revolution in the air....elusive but one finds oneself heaving upwards to drink it.
A constant ceaseless Sacrifice is required....At all levels.Selflessness acquires a new dimension.
This is what the vibration of Mother feels like...
“But precisely, the big lesson of it all is that they are appearances only, and all, ALL is an appearance-they are formidable appearances. There is not one true thing, not one true diagnosis, not one true symptom, not even one true sensation. There is only one Reality, a Divine one, behind all that. Everything else is falsehood: a medical falsehood, a falsehood in your own body, a falsehood in your head, of course, a falsehood at every level, with all kinds of frightening or marvellous appearances, but they are nothing but appearances. Even when it seems that you are going to let drop your body, it is still an appearance.There is but one Reality, a Divine one.And the sole solution is to cling to this Reality, come what may. And to believe in this Reality alone, whatever the appearances may be…..
‘In that perilous transmaterialization of the other thing, all depends on whether the body lets itself be enthralled and hypnotized by the mortal reality that possesses it and resists, or if it affirms, against all odds, the living and only reality of the other thing that invades it.’” - S.
Sunday, September 28, 2025
Some turbaned revolutionary has returned in my life with a saffron robe.
Monday, September 29, 2025
A complete self effacement is required to do this Work.
Not possible with a single trace of personal vibration.
Thursday, October 2, 2025
Had felt Her hands working on me....gently kneading it without actual touching it. But my resistance and disharmony caused a violent jerk that She felt. I was filled with remorse at having caused this injury to those indescribable gentle hands.
Thursday, October 2, 2025 (Visit to Pondicherry)
Lord, may you destroy this cursed Separation this time. The root of all our ignorance.
Tuesday, October 21, 2025
Can't quite express all that Pondicherry has given to me this time....a thrilled amazement at the Divine Life that was glimpsed for a moment in the past and has to conquered in the Future.
It is the effervescence of the Divine delight that bubbles forth in a poem...music....art....and sometimes in a martyr who could find no other way to express his surging joy other than by dying for You.It's really that simple. And really without fuss.
Wednesday, October 22, 2025
Perhaps the sages of the past did not notice that muffled pain in their heart at the threshold of the White Holocaust they were about to jump into.That voice of disappointed hope which murmured to itself in helpless submission- “Cease O Fool- You hoped in vain.”
Monday, October 27, 2025
When That appears in all its Glory- the phantoms will all dissolve....
One must really look at the Beyond with an unwavering gaze and not get distracted by this death which is really just seeking attention- that's how irrelevant it has become.
Saturday, November 1, 2025
The Human imposture cannot be unmasked without the intransigent sword of the Revolutionary.
When one feels the Supreme Omnipotence in your heart call out to That Supreme Omnipotence above- you cannot fathom how all this weak, helpless impotency gets to rule our lives on earth.
Monday, November 3, 2025
Had a dream vision- sensation that a mighty weight of Sri Aurobindo's hand maybe hand landed on earth with a thud.....and the entire weight of my body...had been expunged out of me...
Friday, November 7, 2025
Take Satprem out of this story- and what remains?A million institutes, centers, retreats, workshops and a million self styled integral life coaches.Talk about gobbling up Their names!
Sunday, November 16, 2025
You cannot make this mental species abdicate by a frontal attack.Something in the rear has to be tackled....the backroom of our way of being.
Wednesday, December 3, 2025
Magical evening in the Playground.
The Golden Purusha and the triumphant WILL to conquer.
Friday, December 5, 2025
In a flash of a vision I saw a burnt old square shaped fuse.
Representative of the human mind that one offers to That to replace it with the New Consciousness.
Wednesday, December 10, 2025
A pink hue....a transparent glass lotus....Sri Aurobindo's symbol in the heart....O Supreme Consciousness!
Friday, December 12, 2025
An ALL WHITE concentration on Her symbol in the meditation hall...
Something like a vision
Tuesday, December 16, 2025
An obstacle or a knot that Sri Aurobindo dissolves by touching it with His feet....and a stream gushes forth.
One must storm the Inconscient with the Divine Name.
And then seek absolutely identity with it so all becomes ONE.
That is the only way to avoid being wounded in this ghastly fight.
To die to myself.....my death wish for the birthday.
A certain lack of control over life and yourself ..... strange powerlessness in the face of battle.
The abdication of the human is difficult.
The Divine tugs at the strings that make up this web of falsehood.
Thursday, December 18, 2025
The Divine duels with the human beast in me.
(Evening at the Ashram Playground)
O Supreme Truth...O Supreme Truth…
One breath that is not of Death. -
What an annihilation in the Playground!Dizzy and staggering. The best and worst - all gone.
As if today- NO resistance could withstand Sri Aurobindo's power.May He take my place in me.
Friday, December 19, 2025
When God snatches the last threads of this false old life.....you lose all bearings....for your virtues..your strength..your abilities....your Sadhana.....all of it dissolves in a Void.
An absolute adherence to the New Life is required- even if you have no life left to speak of as yet! -
To not betray the Truth- Consciousness.
Saturday, December 20, 2025
In the librarySaw His feet changing to the feet of Kali with anklets.
Wednesday, December 24, 2025
You live in Sri Aurobindo.What does anything else matter?
Friday, December 26, 2025
What a grave juncture we have reached....no matter what story we tell ourselves- the fact is that earth is no longer inhabited by humans.
Mantra
Tuesday, December 30, 2025
Vijñana Chaitanya
Heard this from within while sitting in the Ashram meditation hall. I don’t even know how to pronounce that word!
This life is meant to attempt the HIGHEST flight possible....
Thursday, January 1, 2026
A golden sun in the Center of forehead.Like a round yellow ball.
Believe.
Monday, January 5, 2026
There is only way of avoiding the danger of betraying God- it is by BEING GOD.
O Child of Ancient Yoga!You wake up each morning on yours Mother's lap.
There is a fiery seed which is the origin of any thought or feeling or action.It is THAT.
Mental man makes us get lost in thoughts, feeling and action to disguise THAT.
Surely there must be other ways to perceive and translate THAT. Pure and transparent.
Wednesday, January 7, 2026
Abhorrence of Death is used to drive Man only till he is still only an awakened animal consciousness. Further on- it is only the Love and Need for Truth that propels us.
A Golden White creamy sea of consciousness where it is hard to extricate oneself from that thick gluey golden mass.
On France in ruins- give me some sign of Life if possible.
“I wait on the other side of the tomb”
Was this the answer?
The current center of consciousness is perceived as a shriveled up ....rigid mass that governs all life.Behind and Above is a vaster....more free...more light.....undulating consciousness....from which perhaps flows an undulating Life.
The frantic panic with which we seek the comfort of the cage if even for a second we are freed.....is funny and tragic.This is the instinct of an ignorant life.
-Can it be possible that it is harder to give up our minds than to give up our lives?One underestimates the sense of comfort and security that is provided by the mind even for Yogis....for all Yoga also relies upon a structure...
-This adventure is really for crazy people...
Lover, Lunatics and Poets are made of the same stuff said a grand man once!
Thursday, January 8, 2026
Breath by BreathInch by InchOne has to chase out the mortal in us.
Truth- in direct perception perhaps feels very different from what the mind and heart made it appear to be.What does the physical feel it as?
Savitri
Then lest a human cry should spoil the TruthHe tore desire up from its bleeding rootsAnd offered to the gods the vacant place
Friday, January 9, 2026
Waves of purifying force emitting from the Samadhi
It appears as if I am conjuring up all the men from the glorious past to give some wind to the dream that find no support in this suffocating century.
They send a faint but distinct note. And I survive on it.O my galaxy of dead brothers.
But my attachment to these great men and great times proves the necessity for Nature to complete obliterate this vibration in this century filled with gnomes. There was perhaps no other way for mankind to move forward.
Sri Aurobindo's lotus in the heart.
This can triumph over all.
Saturday, January 10, 2026
A SOLID BLOCK of stillness and silence replacing this body.
Our True being is really something else....
And maybe this Truth Consciousness really can do things...If we give it a chance.
There was something profound in the vibration of Fraternity that France felt and pronounced to the world.But it was incomplete- for it excluded the enemy against which it was proclaimedMan embraces this enemy wronglyMan fights this enemy wronglyBecause everything we do is done falsely and mortally.But God doesn't allow us to get away- we come back in a bloodied and exhausted state to finally hug that miserable enemy- for no Salvation is possible alone.The falsehood that we trample on our blazing path will one day call us back to redeem it.God's battle is exacting.Nothing is saved until everything is saved.
Sunday, January 11, 2026
The world of darkness is playing a dangerous provocative game with the Spirit.
Something might just burst forth.One does not know the kind of Pride the Spirit too possesses- ours is a ridiculous copy of its Supreme Dignity and Ambition.
Monday, January 12, 2026
The Glory of being Man is in ceasing to be one.
This often repeating feeling- that I am having some great réalisations but am unable to fix it in time- our present mortal time.
Am I also solving the problem at a plane where it does not exist?
What is this duration less experience that just dissolves before I can fix it?
We cannot be True anywhere- unless we are True at the BASE.And no Beauty can exist on the base of a funadamental UNREALITY.That takes away all the joy of all idealism and Art and surface level spirituality that made human life tolerable- and gives this massive burden of duty to achieve this hard victory.Everything else is just an illusion.
Tuesday, January 13, 2026
One pointed concentration- to be absolutely self absorbed in That or in pursuit of That.
At the Samadhi.
One ought not fear upheavals or even long periods of dark groping.Because it is only pushing against this wall....that a new perception grows. Perhaps at all levels.
Without resistance, no mountain can be climbed.It is a question of mechanism. That's why darkness exists- like a practical necessity.Otherwise all is Light and one ought never to forget it.Thus, avoid gloom.
-But there is a self propelling movement too that is possible after a certain stage has been crossed.When Light moves Towards Light brushing against nothing.
Thursday, January 15, 2026
Where does this heart beat if not in Thee, O Ma.
May this miserable existence ABDICATE in each fibre before the sheer Greatness of Your Dream.
Friday, January 16, 2026
It appears as if the human way of breathing is a moment to moment indictment of our impotent false life.It rises - meets a limit- and falls back.And this laboured process is called life. A cessation from this- death and mastery of this- yoga.
But second after second we bang and retreat against this Obstacle that prevents that glorious flight of True Life. How is it that all Yogis felt such Bliss in this rhythm but never noticed that we touch the limits of our existence - every single moment of our existence.Second after second- one is given an opportunity to make a call to That.Maybe the body already has been doing it for milleniums.
The tremor of falsehood- is linked to the false time we live in. Something is conscious of this and hence wants to get out of it- in all crazy ways possible- causing that incessant hunger and restlessness and disorder.Real lasting peace is only in Truth.
Saturday, January 17, 2026
Each of us has a particular way of being human.And mortal.
A single very thin laser beam illuminating a dark hole.
Monday, January 19, 2026
“Seek child, seek”. - heard in sleep.
A thick golden consciousness at the Samadhi
A blinding white light in Sri Smriti before Her Lotus photo....so heavy that I couldn't lift my head to look at her.
Monday, February 9, 2026
The presence of Sri Aurobindo as a Consciousness that is Awake- eyes that do not blink....taut- without slackening.It needs no respite of sinking into inertia. -
Before sleep saw myself as a light pink shapeless thing being moulded in the Divine Presence. It was as if tossed from His hand to Hers.
A curious dark game in which we are trapped.A false consciousness rebels against the falsehood which it has created.It WEAVES a web of revolt and anguish and grief and relishes it while pretending to be disgusted.To perceive the false is an awakening and progress - but this clouding blocks the True vibration.
Thursday, February 26, 2026
To be able to dangle one's chains noisily- that's human freedom.
Saturday, February 28, 2026
To die to THAT- bit by bit everyday.Expunge me out of myself, O Ma.
Sunday, March 1, 2026
There is the LordAnd there is His servant.
A state of consciousness fixed on this.
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
Your ailments are not going to be cured- you will be cured OF them.
The bent stick will straighten.
Thursday, March 5, 2026
There is no point in fighting Man- it is the forces that drive him that have to be conquered.Man is a poor helpless creature not really worth combat. Even his falsehood is not his own.
The Earth has to be liberated from these reigning forces- then all nations will blossom and so will man.
There is a physical human vibration that has to be surpassed.
Oh my poor saintly, spiritual humanity- you cannot imagine what changing species actually means!
If the mental world is sincere, devoted and has good will- does it mean it will not be surpassed?
I oscillate between the desire to strike or forgo.
A little bit like Arjuna on that battlefield.
One has to be totally egoless to act according to the Divine’s Will- otherwise it is only about ‘my’ preferences.
Sometimes it seems that when that blazing Light comes to transform man into a new species, the spiritual community will raise a life-size image of the Divine as a shield against the advancing Force—
“Spare us—we are devotees.”
Monday, March 23, 2026
May the human beast in me truly die today, O Ma.
Saturday, March 28, 2026
(Observing this new age spirituality )
One could have never imagined that the human mind PLUS Truth will be worse than what it was MINUS it.
What incorrigible distortions it is capable of!
It is only a conceited humility that makes Man say that he cannot do it.How can we fail to achieve what we ALREADY are.
Sunday, April 12, 2026
15 years after having read Satprem, you one day finally seize that VIBRATION of the new life, the new world- the next species.And then, your interest in everything in Satprem that is not tending towards THAT just drops off by itself.You keep revisiting him only to gorge yourself on that sparking new state of being.
Wednesday, April 15, 2026
(Engaging in a battle with the wisemen of this community)
The human consciousness has to be completely uprooted in oneself before one can begin tackling the world.All adversaries only force you to be TRUER.
Remember- you have to leap along with the adversary you are wrestling with into THAT which will purify both of you.
A sharp laser beam of golden light....piercing the top of the skull.
I feel like I have said a farewell to my life and my world.
There is in me a Being who is so starved of Greatness- who so desperately searches the world for it and so acutely misses it- that I suspect He will make something great out of me to satisfy His hunger.
The elf in me doesn’t forget to snigger about a certain possibility of a ‘delusion of grandeur’. To which something in me replies- “ I don’t care as long as I can one day achieve that grandeur that I may be presently deluded about.”
Sunday, April 19, 2026
It is by consuming your own impurities that The Agni blazes forward with strength.Having performed the sacrifice well- you too march confidently.
Use well the only instrument you have to contact That- Manas.Then break apart even that instrument.
Summary of the week
Friday, May 1, 2026
The True Consciousness cannot comprehend this world of ours.That is how this old falsehood will dematerialise into absurdity.
A forceful waterfall of consciousness which can sweep one away....but something refusing to give way…
In sleep- saw a silver shapeless 'thing' - alive but not like us- one was forcing it to express and it obliged- but it was a real strain for it to come down to our level.A throb of the next way of being. A new LIFE.
Monday, May 4, 2026
Your Blessed sons of misfortune....are still around Ma.
My constellation of dead brothers.
Sunday, May 17, 2026
The highest deals with the lowest without intermediaries.
Friday, May 22, 2026
To imagine that one day the earth would be cleansed totally of this particular vibration of heaviness and unease which is carried by Man's best and worst.We have got so used to it that we cannot live an unburdened life- simple, pure and free.A life not needing to be rectified at each moment- not straining for something at each moment- is not conceivable for us.We cannot believe that one day- there will be no problems to solve.
Whatever happens, one thing is for sure- I am too entrenched in the collective mud to ever have an individual salvation.
This thirst for the Divine Supernature- and a perpetual dissatisfaction with everything that is not THAT.
The zero hour of the Divine is....difficult.
Sunday, May 24, 2026
Be always in a state of YOGA
The Divine CHEWS our little self...
It is a sensation of being gnawed upon and engulfed.
Time is a mental sensation- needed because the mind needs to spread out things in a sequence in order to 'think'.True Consciousness is ubiquitous- - the next state would not perceive Time simply because it doesn't need to.
Sri Aurobindo's face with a golden hue
Tuesday, May 26, 2026
The Divine Consciousness at its highest is COMPLETE- self contained with no sense of striving because it has no sense of HUNGER at any level.That has to be achieved and retained.
Wednesday, May 27, 2026
Don't engage with the world with anything other than THE SUPRAMENTAL power.And until you have that- keep shut.For there is absolutely no other way to touch this earthly ignorance.It is a possession- and you cannot talk your way out of it.And you are not even so sure of yourself.
Somehow-not able to implement this restraint.
Cannot quite bear this self-satisfied humanity distributing brochures of its self-contentment.
A golden torrent in a black space.
Thursday, May 28, 2026
The best of my past had been to fight for Truth.New heroism consists in the ability to see that falsehood never existed.Truth will replace this nightmare- and there will be nothing to combat.
All along I have had attitudes that help one survive this horror. Very effective ones.A height of heroism and courage and nobility.But now- at the root of this horror- the heroic attitude has disappeared with the death of the old man..
The physical will have to find its own heroism- its own power to resist this falsehood - and maybe the story will be as beautiful as the ones that I lived upon and which I cannot touch anymore.
A battle without filters- at the very source- a new groping phase.
Oh my dead constellation of brothers- looks like I have lost you….
A naked being at Her feet.
Friday, May 29, 2026
There is a playful baby that traverses my body....
I once saw it settling itself to a comfortable position in the heart. It was dressed in white cloth with blue glittering border.
Sunday, May 31, 2026
Naked Truth fights with Naked Falsehood.
Everything on earth was always through intermediaries...
There is a New Consciousness- a new power of Being which has NO KNOWN CENTER in the body.
Monday, June 1, 2026
We have all along been using illumined mental consciousness to solve a lot of falsehood. That 'explained' the issue- and justified its provisional presence to close the matter.
But now- one sees an onslaught of the false vibrations going to an unknown center for being truly resolved.
Something is refusing the mental filter-and with it the peace and security of a well explained and self satisfied state of consciousness.The fire is truly ruthless.
Tuesday, June 2, 2026
(Observing this spiritual circus of ‘integral yoga life coaches’)
The last century was the Time of Assassins.We are now at the Time of Imposters.Gilded impeccable ones.Don't know why but they invoke the same sense of horror in the pit of the stomach as the Nazis.Though I know that this is an absolutely disproportionate reaction.
This realization that nothing can be true until everything is.
The very fabric of life is so perverted that even with the descent of Light- it cannot embrace it without first moaning about its fallen state.
Because moan it must.
Thursday, June 4, 2026
The Supreme Truth can give one a Supreme Rapture.
I have known no other.
Saturday, June 13, 2026
The entire day- we secrete our own world just as a spider weaves its own web.
This pathetic way of existing is human life for you.
Oh Lord - may we not die of grief at the misery of our state before we can offer it to Thee.Awakening is lethal.
The warrior in me has been withdrawn because it is no longer the time to agitate in the old and futile way.The task now is to disappear- to melt into a Supreme Simplicity.
The moment the mind replaced consciousness- this tragedy began.And now we fight this hydra with its 1000 sneaky snakes assailing each moment of life.
The discovery of mental falsehood.....these thoughts of good and bad....this explanation of the world that we give to ourselves- the absolute ILLUSION of it all- the sensation is akin to the ground being pulled under our feet.Nothing can be true as long as it is in the mind- even the highest.
Agenda 1961
Sunday, June 14, 2026
Well, this movement (gesture of a rising flame) towards That must be constant—constant, total. All the rest is none of our business, and the less we meddle with it mentally, the better. But THAT, that Flame, is indispensable. And when it goes out, light it again; when it falters, rekindle it—all the time, all the time, ALL THE TIME—when sleeping, walking, reading, moving around, speaking... all the time.
- The Mother.
Monday, June 15, 2026
A golden little ball - a point of concentration.An anchor in this chaos.
To feel Her contact is to be in touch with the New Life.It comes as a promise and if one remains faithful- we will live this Life together here too.
A ‘clash-less’ victory is conceivable.
The desire for a confrontation is a false Vibration perpetuating itself.
(Hoping to end this phase of an open battle with the human species)
Tuesday, June 16, 2026
A deep aqua blue still liquid behind the heart.The true self. And the presence of Sri Aurobindo.
To become a more perfect warrior- egoless and transparent before marching on to conquer this abysmal human life.
Wednesday, June 17, 2026
Facing the naked fact of our human condition is tough.That's why life had invented all these embellishments.But when they are taken away from you....you sink in despair.It is an extreme condition- a bare-handed descent into the Night
Thursday, June 18, 2026
Suvirah- Prakasha and effectivity of the Tapas.Avira- sense of physical inability
(Record of Yoga)
Take refuge in the Supreme Reality.Be at all times in a state of Yoga.
Friday, June 19, 2026
The human has been shatteredCall in the Divine.
And stop fighting battles which have already been won.
The feeling that one stands before an open gate and fights some phantoms due to an outdated reflex mechanism instead of rushing in.That is the state of the present.
One day, even the struggle, the battle for the Future will be part of the phantoms.
In 1993- Satprem in his dream, sent a note to Sri Aurobindo through Champaklal writing- "I love Sri Aurobindo".
I found myself saying - "Yes, and I will make the last cell of this last abomination of matter say it too"
And I heard a faint Tathasthu.
Saturday, June 20, 2026
One has to be possessed by the vision of the Future.
Has earth and yoga on earth ever felt this sense of the Divine charging in to conquer his kingdom.This onward surge with all its power and will- shattering everything in its wake.O Supreme Being.
Ramprasad in the 18th century said-"From the Mother of the Universe, whose divine authority is absolute, I have received the clear order that Death must die."
Thursday, June 25, 2026
In acute crisis with the darkness of the world-One would do well to withdraw and tell the Divine-"Lord, please take care of Your own mess".
For there is only He.
Saturday, July 4, 2026
“If I had an ideal in life, it should have been dissolved. Let there be no more atoms of ME.”
-S
Wednesday , 15 July 2026 A white silver crystal- solid in mass- descended into the chest with a thud...a sensation of a massive heaviness that crushes the low regions under its weight causing them to scurry to take refuge in even lower layers maybe.
Tuesday , 21 July 2026 We are fighting against FALSE MATTER
Saturday , 25 July 2026 Cell by cell....inch by inch....step by step.....one walks over to the New World.
But for now, one only physically feels the soreness of the old world.
Monday , 27 July 2026
At the heart of MatterA massive descent at the base chakra...:the root of death. A heavy weight and unfortunately pain felt.
I used to observe that the New Consciousness has no Center in this body....it felt like this will be its Center. And it will radiate outwards from here. Saw in a flash the new chakra here as shown below. A light orange-yellow shade...with triangular flaps which I felt was 3 but geometrically difficult...so maybe 4 flaps facing each other like envelopes openings.
So perhaps, the next being will base itself not in the head and upper regions....but right at the heart of matter....the source of the physical mind....But it is physically quite difficult- have been in pain for 4 months.
The Center descending triangle of the current muldhara is replaced by 4 triangles facing each other and a scope of opening outwards at the Center…That was the most distinct feeling….just like you lift an envelope flap.
Tuesday , 28 July 2026 One has to abandon oneself like a baby in Sri Aurobindo's Hands.PHYSICALLY.
Tuesday , 28 July 2026
One has to- in each fiber of our being- lose- once and for all- the distinction between good health and bad health, pain and pain-free state....normality and abnormality. Things are never going to be normal again- for the standard of normalcy has been shattered.
Look around you- there is not one healthy person. So accept the state you are in and keep striving for something else.
Not a comfortable state, the NEXT STATE.
Sunday , 2 August 2026In a brief flash- a state of consciousness was felt- where falsehood doesn't have the time to be thought out...played out....
A rapid, timeless moment of concentration- where the stick doesn't bend- and hence no bent consequences follow.
It is our sense of time and space- that make the cage of the human species- and an alteration of this- is the alteration of our state.
Thursday, 6 August 2026 There is a physical state possible where the entire body breathes and nourishes itself with air....and not just the lungs. As if you let air in through the pores of your skin.
Thursday , 6 August 2026 The foe has launched itself so well within the human breast- that God can no longer destroy it without destroying Man.
The sword thus hangs in the air- but hesitates to strike the world.
For what will remain?
Friday , 7 August 2026
Problem of identificationYou have to identify yourself with the Force and not the Resistance.
It is as if a golden liquid is flowing into a narrow pipe- and it starts assuming itself to be the pipe and starts experiencing all the sensations of being a rigid pipe that is narrow and miserable ....when all it has to do is to KNOW and FLOW.
That is the entire human fall in a summary.
Friday , 7 August 2026 The golden bird is free.....and it soars across centuries.
Friday , 7 August 2026 This new age spirituality gives me the feeling of humanity crowding into a funnel that opens at a wall. It is hyperactivity- perhaps necessary and well meaning- but meeting a dead end. An airplane bound to crash- no matter how enjoyable and educational is the ride.
The ancient human animal found refuge once in the Age of Religion then the Age of Science and now in the Age of Spirituality?
Each of them is an excuse Mind finds to cheat his destiny.
Each will be surpassed- the day we are simply TRUE and in touch with A New Reality.
But it appears it is impossible for the species to be precisely that- transparent, pure and simple.
Sunday, 9 August 2026 Pure consciousness and Pure Being changes the time and space dimension.
This yoga will soon enter into a timeless or an 'other' time zone- and then this cage will crack.
Is that the end of the mental fishbowl?
Sunday, 9 August 2026
Observing the world today
The verdict of that gruesome battle of 1973- between the Avatars and human resistance, between the Old World and the New Life, perhaps finally is:Both sides have won.
A Divine Fiat.
One only needs to pick a side.
Tuesday , 11 August 2026 The only way to avoid a trap- is to constantly be in the flow.
The momentum of a stream takes care of everything- including your imperfections.
Friday , 14 August 2026From Manhood- to Soulhood.
Live as the True Purusha- not a weak, divided, impotent, bound animal. At all levels.
Saturday, 15 August 2026
O humanityO EarthLeap onto this Vast Wave that Is Sri Aurobindo.
Abandon your knowledge, your comprehension, your ability, your explanations…
Leap naked and blindfolded- for THAT has come to carry us to our Destiny in spite of ourselves.
The end of Man and the end of Impotence.
For here at last, within grasp is the POWER- that makes atoms spin into forging a species- and the one that smashes it to forge another.
O Man….
Although some of the experiences recounted here may appear momentous, they are, in truth, only fleeting flashes of perception. Realisation still lies far away.
One must therefore neither lose one's head nor one's footing.
In any case: on this path, there is no total Realisation so long as Death retains its claim upon the body.
Thus ends this phase of the journey. If the next can still be written, we shall know in time……
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